Artist Of The Week - Pusha T

One half of Clipse the dynamic duo, Pusha T registered himself as a solo artist for the last few years. In the meantime, signing with G.O.O.D. Music and beefing with the self proclaimed "best rapper alive" Lil Wayne.

http://youtu.be/-Evs0wwnuak

Pusha T and his brother No Malice (formerly Malice of the Clipse) have always been known to reference the bible in their music. As the beef begins to ensue, Pusha T dropped Exodus 23:1 a song dissing Lil' Wayne. For those of you who aren't religious (raises hand) verse 1 in the 23rd chapter reads "You shall not spread a false report. You shall not join hands with a wicked man to be a malicious witness" It's kind of ironic that he's saying this but that's just my opinion.

Lil' Wayne did retaliate with a diss song called Ghoulish and blatantly disses Pusha T which is abnormal for rappers nowadays. "Fuck Pusha T and anybody that love him". He even took the time to write that on Twitter. Seems as if everybody (mainly the smart people) is siding with the victor of course; which is Pusha T. This might be a stepping stone for him and that's why he is the artist of the week.

The G.O.O.D. Music album reportedly is supposed to drop in Spring 2012. Summer starts June 20th. Let's hope Kanye keep his word.

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The Asshole Handbook

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"The Friend Zone Has Been Breached" by Intelligent Hoodlums

"Nice guys finish last" something Stanley Ipkiss would say.

This article is esoteric for the demure introvert males of our generation. If the memo hasn’t been emailed to you yet, check your spam. There's ways of getting women who don’t "like you, like you". Like that chick Lila from Hey Arnold? It’s precisely like that situation. Why? To be completely honest, it’s because you’re a bitch and women like assholes.

Looking at you (let’s pretend I’m standing in front of you) reminds me of myself 5 years ago. You might not be as attractive as me but new flash; looks have absolutely nothing to do with it. If you didn’t know, kindness and an unattractive physical presence are asymmetrical. I can name numerous ugly fat slovenly dudes who been getting pussy since the cradle. What you need to do is take a sip of this assholism and get your mind right. I created some steps to the path of a woman’s vagina. If you're looking for love and willing to endure another 90 days of blue balls, read Steve Harvey's book.

Step 1: Identifying the Situation

If you’re comfortable in the friend zone, I’m here to tell you, you're delusional and that platonic shit is wack. Best friends are just friends you haven’t fucked…yet. Emphasize on the word “yet”. If I know you like I think I know I you, you are a very angry person on the inside. You take this chick to work, you drive her home, you hemorrhage money, you’re there for her when she cries, and at the end of the day, somebody else is going to stick a penis in every orifice of her body while you masturbate violently at home in your room and cry yourself to sleep. That's you right?

Step 2: Revaluating the Situation

So back to this anger issue; utilize all of that built up animosity and become a degenerate asshole. The Book of Assholism preaches the word of free will. No longer will you be carrying purses and picking up babies that aren’t yours. No longer will you be squandering your cash on pussy doesn’t belong to you. No longer will you lend your shoulder to cry on, you are made. Fellas, we need collateral. Tit(s) for tat. Foots are down and will be in ass if penis is not sucked. No more slave chores until she giveth thee pussy.

Step 3: Ignore Button

She could always depend on you for everything but now that her calls and texts can’t get through, and realizes she needed you more than ever. She’s getting all sentimental but don’t let her fool you, it’s clearly a charade. Keep your conversations to a minimum and be real short. Just when she gets emotional, bounce back with that sweet resilience and flirt with other girls in her face. If you can’t do it in person or at all, tell her all about how Stacy gave you the number and you two are going out. It doesn't even have to be true. Trust me, no matter how much she doesn’t think she like you, she does and she will be jealous.

Step 4: Infatuate The Base

Get her alone and movie night it up. Doesn't even have to be a chick flick; preferably something she's not into and keep the volume low, because we need to talk. Talk about her feelings and shit and she will spill her soul about how much she's been hurt in the past. She finally has your attention again and that's all it takes to slide on home base. Catch my drift.

Step 5: If All Fails

If you’re not fucking by Step 4, then date rape her. No in all seriousness the alienating part will fucking drive her crazy and then when she finally corners you, tell her how you feel. The biggest lie a woman can tell is “I’m just not ready for a relationship right now” due to bad priors but my mans that’s a lie. Unless she was literally raped, then it’s a lie and she’s just leading you on until she finds someone better. That’s why it’s your mission to show her that it’s YOU that she’s been looking for her whole life. 5 years from now she will but then it will be too late. You will be completely over her and vise versa. It never fails.

As an asshole I feel it’s my purpose on Earth to spread this wisdom to my fellow brethren. You're welcome.

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Brian McKnight's "How To Make Your Pussy Work"

Sir, the slander is upon you. In cased you missed it last night, Brian McKnight resurrected six feet from the rhythm & blues graveyard like hologram Tupac to release a preview of his "adult mix tape". These words came from his mouth. It was extremely vulgar, blunt, and educational? "let me show you how your pussy works" is chorus to this embarrassment. I'm guessing women need a 42 year old singer, musically show them how to utilize their vaginas. He gets right to the point with confidence almost like he predicted a Grammy or at least an Ozone Award. I'm not completely opposed towards the idea, but he needs better lyrics. He should just go along with it because the media will exploit this and bad publicity is still publicity right?




His r&b peers poked fun at the manner on Twitter. I mean F-list celebrities with glass houses like Eric Benet "I need more twitter followers, I think I'll write a Brian McKnight type romantic gynecology mix tape" Same dude who repeatedly cheated on Halle Berry. Who told this faggot he could speak publicly again?

Also Teairra Mari commented "Let Me Show You How Your Pu**Y Works" Brian McKnight REALLLY??? LOL" Ho.......you need a Sponsor and you ain't had no daddy around when you was growing up. Keep them little rocks for yourself.

Haha I'm just talking shit, later days...

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Metta World Peace Apologizes...Again

I don't know what you see here but I see the face of a champion...

That is the face of Martin Luther King Jr. This is the face of humility. That is the face of a baby eater. What NBA player you know has the hunger of a baby eater? Yeah, we waited. They make this man seem like a thug or a loose cannon. I think he's very sensitive and mentally sane. Here's footage of James Harden getting in Metta's way last night.

 

To me it looked like a preemptive strike. James Harden was tapping him on his back and he counterattacked with the people's elbow just like self defense class teaches you to do. David Stern enforced the "don't touch Metta while he's celebrating" rule last year and I guess James forgot. We only get to see Metta score like once every leap year so let him relish in the moment!

In James Soften's defense, Metta World Peace was supposed to endure those love taps because he promotes peace. So he apologized right after killing James Harden's family.

James Harden wasn't available for comments on the situation, we believe he's still in the arena. Reports from the chief of police says "if he doesn't get up soon, we're going to have to outline him with chalk".  

This situation was right after Metta apologized for 9/11. Remember the notorious baby eater has full immunity so can we just leave him alone please? 

Thank You.

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Do You Believe In Hell?

Yesterday, I had the best conversation of my life with my christian friend who's name will remain anonymous. Somewhere in between this conversation, Hell was brought up. You would think such a general word would have a more intellectual term but it's "heaven and hell" like your parents always taught you. I'm knowledgeable on the basics about other religions but what I grew up learning about was Christianity (what the majority of the religious nuts believes in).  I decided to debunk this "religion". The quotation marks are because he claims it's not a religion but we're not going to go there today.

I digress, I searched images of Hell in the search engine and people, as in living human beings seem to have a great distinction of what it looks like. We all have this ideal image programmed into our minds that it looks like a bottomless pit with hot lava, corroded land, demons, and the devil with a pitch fork. Assuming Hell is even real, how would one know how that place looks? Is it on google maps? Can we visit for vacation? Is it Haiti? People don't even know. It could be a great place for all we know.

"the bible quotes that heaven and hell are separated by a gulf and they can see each other." says my friend. He also preached that some guy (i forgot who) reports from hell in the bible and never does it say he wants out. So do we actually even know if it's bad or good or our brain power can't comprehend it? You're in a flaming pit for eternal torment but it's cool, you chillin?

He also claims that the reason bad things are happening in the Earth is because the devil is the ruler right now. I ask, how does one get impeached from ruler of the Earth? Did God pull an Andrew Jackson? I'm not a good storyteller so I only remember bits and pieces but I believe he gave him earth because we were all fucking up. I'm not sure if that's true but any scenario wouldn't make a lick of sense. Supposedly, GOD is supposed to make a Madonna comeback and make Earth paradise again. ZzzZZzz. With that being said, that would mean earth was once upon a time proclaimed "paradise". Now when you think of paradise you think of LL Cool J with his shirt off by a waterfall right? That looks wonderful but that shit sounds erroneous.

Lets get into some facts here. Back when history wasn't recorded in fairy tales, and was factually recorded, Christianity wasn't always taught. World history proves humans believed in pleasing mythical gods by waging war and human sacrifice. Christianity wasn't brought up until 100's of years later. Now I ask because the first 3 commandments mentions if you don't suck the dick of GOD, it is sin and you will go to hell. Minus the sacrilegious assclowns who killed all of those people, but the housewives, the children, the laborers who lived righteous and had no clue of Christianity because there was no obtainable knowledge, did they go to hell? He replied yes with confidence and our conservation did a complete 180. So even in modern day, ALL of those other people including atheists, scientologists, mormons, muslims, will go to hell too? He tried to clean it up but c'mon, you're telling me everybody (including me) is to hell with a look of certitude.

He uses this analogy "It's like if you were on crack and me knowing that is bad, what do you think I'm going to say? I'm going to recommend that you stop doing it because it's bad" I thought it was funny how to compared crack to atheism. Here's my example of GOD.

Remember this arrogant prick Zerksis from 300? He reminds me of GOD. He offered Leonidas similar comfortable values as my friend said Jesus or GOD offers, but you must worship me and bow on your knees!!! You can't tell me that's not GOD in a nutshell.

GAY RIGHTS

I'm not carrying a torch for homosexuals but I am pro gay rights. There is no way there should be laws preventing gay couples to get married by state. It's despicable to see a presidential candidate having the testicular fortitude to stand at a podium and campaign anti remarks toward gay people. What does somebody sexual preference have to do with you getting jobs in America? You're running for President, with a trillion dollar deficit and we're this close to WWIII with Korea but you preach anti gay marriage?

That's one thing I hate about Christianity and religion and I ask him his thoughts on it. "Not into politics and I don't care about gays but I do think they should get married in another way" That's his long response shorten. What do you mean in another way? Like when blacks have to take a shit, they should use different toilets because you don't want the noncolored toliet tainted? Nobody seems to realize it's 2012 and segregation was 60 years. It's the same thing. Just because you're a "traditionalist" doesn't mean gays have to follow your order. If America stayed traditional, the Bill Of Rights would have never been written. Slavery would still be in full effect so don't give me that bullshit.

I'm not totally irreverent, I have the utmost respect for my white friend BUT I don't agree. He offered audiotapes and books even though I'm still on the fence, and I don't see myself converting into Christianity or any religion. Truthfully speaking, there are lots of religion in the world and what makes you so sure yours is the right one. What you believe in depends on the birth lottery. You could of been born in Iran and believed in Muhammad, not Christianity.

Think about what you're preaching kids. They're all frightened because you brainwashed them into believing they will go to hell if they do something wrong. "Free will" is what they preach and I agree with that advantage. I'm a free thinker, my mind is free and it gets depressing at times but it's better than being delusional. Secular people don't need quotes out of a fable to have morals and principles. I will not read the bible because it advocates prejudice, cruelty, superstition, and murder, but I will to debunk it from a knowledgeable perspective. Some so-called "christian" said I might not be smart enough to understand the passages in the bible. How christian-like.

Do I know if hell is real or not? No but neither do you. Based off science, there are too many dynamics in Christianity that are relied off faith and that's not vigorous enough for me.

Like my role model Bill Maher would say, "I'm preaching I don't know, not certainty" They're so sure of what will happen in the afterlife but nobody have the sightliest clue on what the fuck is going on currently on earth. I urge all doubters to be free thinks and come out of the closet about your beliefs. Some people just don't care how impossible our existence is. It's more enlightening if you do some research and talk about it more. At the end of the day, I make my own path and I'm taking the risk (not a risk) of being hell bound because I don't believe in it until it's factual. Do not be afraid of hell.

Thank you for reading.  

 

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#NoFilter Instagram, You Fucking Up

Son, have you seen anybody this hurt on Instagram before the Android app?

Now that the Android users have Instagram, it's super popular now more than ever. These filters can make the ugliest bitches look decent. For instance...

Not only has Instagram started an epidemic but a flawed trend called #NoFilter. The immediate substitute for #NoMakeup.

They post shit like this on social networks and say #NoFilter like they look great without it. Look closely at her hairline. Either the FCC censored it, or she attempted to photoshop the horrendous-ness.

Most of these super confident bitches need makeup and filters. Not to mention liposuction, wii fits, and Jane Fonda workout tapes. Fasting is what I'm trying to say.

Come on son, look at this bitch feet. "I did my own toes toes" bitch smh

Okay, now we're just being mean................LMFAO BWAHAHAHA 

Let's not forget the pioneer of dirty android users who uploaded a iron..."this what y'all be doing nshit?"

Instagram is no longer sacred. It has been infected by a lethal injection of poverty. 

Follow nwir on Instagram. His whole portfolio is smeared in struggle. OMAR COMING!

Later Days...

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What's The Best Kanye West Album?

Since I'm in a hip-hop mood at the moment, I would like to talk my shit again. Can I talk my shit again? The world knows I will forever be a die hard fan of Kanye West. I followed his every rap move since his feature on Blueprint 2. If you read some of my posts, you would know I like to put an end to on-going debates. How do you choose which Kanye album is the best? You ask me that's how! I squandered some mula even when I couldn't afford to and bought every album so I think my opinion matters, and you don't have the answers Sway. From the worst to the best, lets begin people.

Yeezus 2013














What's worse than a really bad album? A really bad album with a really bad CD cover. Every credible critic website placed this album on a pedestal among the musical gods we worshiped in 2013 even when the majority of listeners fucking hated this project. #3 of my list of reasons why I can never be a critic. How can anybody like this piece of garbage when the first track on this album is 'ON SIGHT!'. Kanye probably spent 9800 hours on this song and I'm confused on why he thought this god awful track was worthy of an intro, better yet, placement on the album at all. The list of shitty songs go on, but Kanye did had a few tracks I liked. Nevertheless, the only tracks that are worth mentioning is 'New Slaves, Blood On The Leaves, and Bound 2'. Next slide!

808s & Heartbreak 2008

 I don't get involved into celebrity's personal lives (LIE!) and I don't think we needed to hear a whole album about his breakup with 'such and such'. Before you start throwing rocks, let me just say I liked this album, but there were songs on here that I still haven't listened to more than 30 seconds of. Years ago, I watched of music video of one of these songs and Kanye cut something out of his body. Count me the fuck in for weird shit all day nigga but sometimes you have to go "WHAT THE FUCK"! Somebody was ego trippin' a little too much and therefore, you get a decent to garbage juice album.

Graduation 2007



Graduation might have been Kanye's greatest accomplishment but not his best album, sorry. I almost feel like this album was too soft even for him. All off the Japanese illustrations were pretty lame and it's just Kanye's self absorbed ass not caring what I think. We all pretended that Big Brother song was the SHITTT! and it really wasn't.

On the upside, Kanye put his backpack on and created a bunch of critically acclaimed records. 50 Cent and Kanye began a competition once record sales started tanking to see who could sell the most albums first week (which he ended up winning and leaving 50's career in shambles). Kanye sold more and unfortunately, 50 did not retire. Can't Tell Me Nothing was really foot in ass solidifying his mark in the game. This album is debatable with 808's, but if I was stranded on a island and I had to choose between the two to listen to for the rest of my life, it would be this one.

Watch The Throne 2011

What's better than two of the richest rappers relishing in extravagance? Three other Kanye albums. Watch The Throne was a hodgepodge of Kanye pitching beats to Jay to find which one is sounds suited for. Jay-Z doesn't sound like he wanted to be one half of these tracks. Every track that Jay liked, he made Kanye chill. It's almost like they live in two different worlds and the only way that they have chemistry is talking about money. All criticism aside, more than half of this album is great. A bad Jay-Z/Kanye song is still better than anything they play on the radio nowadays.    

Late Registration 2005



I swear to god I just figured out that the song 'Late' was purposely placed at the end of the album for conceptual reasons. It's really the intro, but he's late...you get it. That along makes the album dope.

Back when Kanye was still using the bear mascot, and shit, he dropped one of the best albums of my natural life. Not until Gold Digger dropped I was finally convinced that I wanted this album. One of my favorite videos and features of Jamie Foxx singing Ray Charles vocals was amazing. Hearing that Kanye doesn't even like the song bothers me but what are you going do? I skipped school to go buy this album and I remember listening to it and Roses, Bring Me Down, Addiction, We Major, and the song with Cam'ron & Consequence Gone, immediately became my favorite songs. Next slide please.

My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy 2010



Going into this apprehensive because all of the Illumanti talk, I was pessimistic. The album was surprisingly good. Like superb, outstanding, spellbinding. Kanye showed off his artsy side this time around and once again, I'm so appalled. Only Kanye knows why he makes videos about weird peculiar things, the don't ask don't tell rule applies. I bought the deluxe edition with the Runaway movie and dude, no comment. We already knew Kanye was a bad actor thanks to his 2 minute part in Entourage, now he's a bad director as well.

Like I said, the album is great though. Straight play through, no skips. It's unlikely for an artist of his caliber with high expectations to make a classic on his 5th studio album. With songs like All Of The Lights, The Blame Game, Gorgeous, Runaway it shows he still has that backpack on his back and music notes still run in his veins. I sometimes go back and forth on whether this is his best album or not.

College Dropout 2003



I will not scrutinize this masterpiece what so ever. Do not bring up The Workout Plan or School Spirit because I will defend them with honor. Okay, the Workout Plan video was a little absurd and School Spirit sucked but dammit lets count our blessings here. Hip-hop was taken over by the south and you couldn't get a song on the radio unless you were Jay-Z, Eminem or made a song degrading women with fat asses. Kanye West arrived in Louis Vuitton backpack and a mascot. What rapper you know has a mascot? He had Jesus Walks playing on the radio and coming from an atheist, I fucking loved that song! I knew every word to All Falls Down and Through The Wire was one of those feel good empathy songs that I will always love. Slow Jamz, Spaceship, Breathe In Out Breathe Out, Get Em' High, Never Let Me Down, OMG! I feel like a white groupie girl just talking about it. To contest this with any of his albums is idiotic. I remember opening up his cd in my grandmother's basement and listening to We Don't Care for the first time, that's hip-hop. Reciting every word (even the monologue) to Last Call, that's hip hop. A lot of things I will always forget but never the time when I felt it was ok to be different. And for that I thank you Kanye West for your best and my favorite album, College Dropout.

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Featured Artist Of The Week x LUX PACK

http://luxpack.bandcamp.com




Yo, I've been following @jesusxdon on twitter for a minute now. Not only because he's a real hip-hip head but he's simultaneously a good rapper. He's not the ordinary "twitter rapper" -- categorizing him to that label would be an insult. Him and two other rappers create LUX PACK and they're revitalizing underground hip-hip with every single and EP they drop.

Je$us, Mialo, and Megaman are the member's name and the production from Ganjatechi coordinate so well. The beats sound like oldschool rap. Not the Kurtis Blow b-ball joint, but like the Tribe Called Quest era. The tracks are sometimes metabolized with skits from your favorite hood movie although they don't rap like 2 Chainz and every other repetitive rapper that's relevant in the game. It's hard to compare because I can't like of anybody that's comparable at such young ages.

Their album art is "take time out my precious life just to upload them on the iTunes" worthy. Seems like it has a Kanye Good Fridays inspiration to it. Mialo definitely gets points for the Cowboy Bebop ep.

 

Some of them include beautiful looking women holding weapons. I would let her shoot me in the face.



According to their bandcamp account, they created these songs in the past (like 88-93 probably before they were born) and the release date says something like 2030. It shows what time frame their music is relative to and I think that's fucking awesome.



Most of their tracks have no hooks but you don't really need to hear a catchy loop to keep your mind from wandering off into outer space because the lyrics are right there. With the right promotion, I see them being apart of the game. I'm currently trying to get this shit on CD so I can play it in my car. I highly recommend listening to Luxstory Ep (posted at the top). It's one of my favorites. I normally don't do this (and I know people say that all the time) but I seriously fuck with LUX PACK.

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2Pac Coachella 2012 Performance

In case you missed it last night, 2pac arose from the dead to perform at Coachella with the prolific pot smoker Snoop Dogg. Maybe that 7 day theory was true! Ok maybe it was just a hologram. Either way #TupacBack

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The Cabin In The Woods Spoiler

...back on my movie shit!

On Friday night, I took time out of my very prescious life span to see The Cabin In The Woods without any prior knowledge of it (I just didn't want to pay money to see American Reunion). On the movie poster it reads in fine print "from the writers of Cloverfield" and people know I love Cloverfield! So this movie had me at hello.. 

WARNING SPOILER ALERT!!! This is NOT like Cabin Fever (another movie I love) just in case the trailer gave you that incentive. The Cabin In The Woods is as simplistic as the movie title -- but wait, it gets complicated. It's so intricate, I have to give it away. 

In the opening sequence, there's Richard Jenkins and Bradley Whitford working in a laboratory kind of place and just when you think this movie is just a horror, these bastards pull jokes out of their ass. Subsequently after the hints and mystery was thrown into the equation, they put the camera on a 5 pack of teenagers and all of a sudden, it's set up into your least favorite scary movie. It starts off with this red headed chick prancing around her open window in her panties and I go "Yeah, I'm a MAN and I really like this part" She's super excited about this trip to a cabin but at the same time sad about a breakup between her and her teacher. That's totally gross and I deducted 50 points. All the characters start to enroll and indulge into typical scary movie personas. The whore, the athlete, the guy who always says some thought provoking funny shit, the cool scholar handsome looking mysterious fellow, and the single chick who finds him attractive who usually plays the lead.

 So moving along, they're riding in this RV van and what happens next?! They make a pit stop for gas at the creepiest fucking gas station ever. It looks deserted but here's the twist, it's not. There's a creepy guy in there who has some shit to say about you trespassing. No this is not the Texas Chainsaw Massacre let me finish. Meanwhile, the scientists in the lab give away that this is all being controlled by them. 

[fast forward] Okay they're in a cabin and we realize all these characters are either dumb or being controlled by the eccentric mist coming from the vents and the ground. I say heads and tails. The dead awakens and these people ignore every single rule from Zombieland. Wait, let's not forget that the guy who plays Thor (Chris Hemmsworth) and the whore go fucking in the woods and she shows her tits. This was anticipated by me in the opening credits and everybody in the lab which is a funny scene.  I digress, the summoned zombies kill these poor teens one by one. I can not iterate how much the sensitive love interest guy was so emotionally lame throughout the scooby doo chase. EVERYBODY IS DYING! CAN YOU GIVE US SOME KIND OF INDICATION THAT YOU ARE NOT A ROBOT?

They all die stupidly easy except two of them including one of the guys who was LEFT without even asking about his whereabouts (very stupid part). Together they kill the zombies and debunk this laboratory place and find that they were human sacrifices for evil gods. In order to keep the gods from killing everybody on earth, these people must die according to plan. The last 30 minutes is worth watching the crappy horror movie rendition. In order to like this movie, you would have to like all of the things that make nightmares and other horror movies scary because all of that fiery was unleashed. To summarize this movie in a run on sentence, it was a remake of a crappy old horror movie about staged deaths engineered by scientists and viewed by evil gods who get off seeing humans die strategically in a cabin and everybody eventually die because they sent one guy to kill two people. ...shoulder shrug? I don't know. There were too many holes that I didn't fill but I'll leave that up to you. 

I didn't hate it but I'm not going to rate it, but considered this movie, spoiled. Your welcome...

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The Soundtrack To My Life

Ever hear a song that made you feel like there was somebody out there other than you? In no specific order (in order, not in order) I put together some random number of songs that best describe me in a nutshell. This is the soundtrack of my life.

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life 

Some years back, I had this weird thing for rock bands and MTV. In the mist of that, I came across this song called Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan. I literally jumped back and turned the tv off because I was shocked that every lyric in this song was about me. I had to be like 13 or 14, misunderstood just like your average teenager -- didn't realize a lot of us do scream in our rooms with the radio up. 

Joe Budden - Stained

Unlike a lot of Budden fans, I was there for the Pump It Up era with the spray painted white tee and bandanna. I'm not a real solider though, I did bail once Jay-Z put a brake on his career. I don't know what year it was but I remember being on mixfiend.com (when we had to download torrents instead of zip files) and saw this mixtape. I was aware of the first one but mixtapes weren't easily obtainable then. The reason why I'm over explaining this is because Mood Muzik 2 was a milestone in my life. It wouldn't be fair if I put like 10 Budden songs on this list but the dude is real, believe me. One song that did stand out was Stained and around this age, I was hip hop to the fullest. Bummy, dirty, low class, pretentious whatever, Budden know all about that shit in this song.   

Robin Thicke - Cry No More

Here's another artist who I can add multiple songs on the list and it would be completely unfair, the talented Robin Thicke. I told myself I wasn't going to post this one but I don't care. I'm already lightskin, people should know I cry often (not anymore though). There was a time period where I was going through adversity with my family, money, life, girls, school, everything and nothing was going right. This song and others helped me get through a lot. It would seem like me and Robin are identical besides all of the musical talent, the gorgeous wife, the caucasian background, and the relation to Alan Thicke. Cry No More was the ending to all my sorrows. The best help always comes from somebody who knows how you feel.

Jay-Z & Beanie Sigel - Where Have You Been

I remember in the 5th grade me and my classmate found a Juvenile cassette tape and a Jay-Z one. At the time, the Hot Boyz were way hotter than Jay-Z to me and I guess him too because we fought over the Juvenile joint. Of course I ended up losing but the same time I won because I was introduced to hip hop the first time. Just owning a piece of this classic album was special to me. I remember listening to side B track 15 all the time. Where Have You Been discusses the agony of being fatherless in such a poor environment which is relative. Beans verse is so passionate and I could never fully understand that until I got older of how much a different my life would of been if my father was around. No matter what though, music was already there for me.

Eminem - 8 Mile Road

Funny story, I remember when my mother bought me and my brother Eminem's album "The Marshall Mathers LP" and Will Smith's "Willenium" in the year 2000. The complete polar opposite and she had absolutely no idea how vulgar and crazy Eminem was. He made a 6 minute song on that album about killing his wife and us 10-11 year olds knew every fucking word to that song. Now that Eminem is introduced, I indulged and is now a Stan. When 8 Mile the movie came out, he dropped an awesome Oscar winning soundtrack to go along with it. The song "8 Mile Road" was essentially everything that was in my head at the time. I wanted to be rapper, turn my back on Detroit and never come back. This will forever be my favorite rap song period, no debate. 

These are all of the songs I could think of right now. If I think of some more shit, I do plan on part 2'ing it and wasting your valued time. Til then...

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My Weird Phobias

Inspired by holidays like Easter and other family meet-and-greet holidays, I decided to shed light on why I go above immeasurable lengths to avoid these kind of situations. Let me explain what happened yesterday...

"My girlfriend called me at work and asked me if I wanted to go her sister's house for dinner. Easter is a religious holiday and god knows I hate religion but instead of constantly disappointing her, I accepted this invite. On the way there she told me her mom will be there and I immediately began plotting an escape. It's not that I hate her mother it's just that her mother is fucking annoying (along with some of other family members) especially to my condition. Knowing my history of impulsive jail breaks, she gave me the pep talk in the car about how I'm not bailing this time -- nor will I have a panic attack. Shit, I had a panic attack once we got out the car. I told her once we go in here give me somewhere to sit where nobody will notice me. So we're in there and I'm standing in front of everybody for 10 minutes like the fool who accepted the invite. Now I'm a dart board for scrutiny and satire and all of the sudden I feel like a bully victim. I'm not slinging mud back because honestly I don't give a fuck about being there and I'm lowkey screaming on the inside. The small talk, the closed space and lack of room to breathe, the people! triggered Agoraphobia. Once this transpired, I astutely made a way to the door. Found myself sitting in the car for 2 and a half hours."

Hi, my name is Cion and I suffer from Agoraphobia. When I did my research on it, it didn't make me feel abnormal anymore. According to Wikipedia, Agoraphobia is an anxiety disorder characterized by anxiety in situations where it is perceived to be difficult or embarrassing to escape. Symptoms include:

•  Fear of losing control in public
•  Inability to leave your house for long periods (house bound)
•  Fear of being alone
•  Fear of being in a crowded area
•  Feel completely dependent on others
•  A sense of unreality
•  A sense of helplessness
•  Fear of places that are hard to escape

I'm not a big wacko as it may seem, I only fall into a few of those symptoms. Mainly the fear of places that are hard to escape. When I'm out of my comfort zone, I begin panicking. I race to the nearest transportation to the best of my ability and get home. Some of these people can't even leave their homes but that's partially the case here. I don't go out as often as the average 22 year old, but when I'm invited to a get-to-together I'm always up for it. There are places where you might not find me like a club (especially the black ones). Anxiety always come in the play because I'm surrounded by a bunch of hoods, gangsters, playboys, whores and hoodrats and I'm nowhere remotely close to similar. The paranoia is also a factor because every time I ever went to a club, somebody was either fighting or got shot. I haven't been to a club in 4 years. 

This phobia triggers the most when I'm with my girlfriend and she usually catches the fire because she's always in my way when I'm escaping. I have an out of body experience or depersonalization and everything becomes out of control. I yell at her because I'm panicking and she's blamed for all of the awkward and uncomfortable moments that occur because she wasn't sticking up for me slash "babysitting" my grown ass. It's 98% my fault but sometimes I just wish she wouldn't feed me to the wolves without protection. I would never do that to her.

Chronophobia

I'm not sure if this is a real phobia but anything before Anatidaephonia (fear the you are being watched by a duck) shouldn't be contested until that one is. Chronophobia is the fear of time or the passing of time as you see in the image. I like to call it, the fear of wasting time. Wasting time is not the same meaning as Webster's or the general public to me. Wasting time is just doing something I'm completely disinterested in but compelled to do so. This normally doesn't involve making money or benefiting me so I rarely feel this when I have to go to work. It happens the most when I'm obligated to shop with a woman. The anxiety is unreal. I get annoyed because I could be at home doing absolutely nothing in my free time. I get the same kind of panic attacks I get with Agoraphobia because I believe these two symptoms are linked in a way. This is also the reason for my impatience and why I move in a faster pace than my peers. 

Social Anxiety

I also have a social disorder which I haven't essentially diagnosed myself with yet lol. I just call it "social anxiety". I always thought it was because I was shy but I'm not. I'm a very outspoken person but only around my comfort zone. I guess that falls into a category of shy but not really. Shy people can talk on the phone, I can't. I think maybe it's because it's a waste of time who knows. I like being the leader but I hate being the center of attention. I am not incapable of doing these things it's just I'd rather not put myself into these situations. 

No I am not diagnosed by a doctor -- these are merely rationalized opinions of my behavior. I don't know how this started and I can't remember the first time I felt this Chronophobia because it's so normal to me now. I do know that I was always inpatient and my reasoning for that before was because I always had to wait for something to happen and it rarely came through. All of the constant disappointments lead to pessimism. My earliest memory of a severe case of Agoraphobia was prom night and I'd rather not get into details. Social anxiety always effected me because I never let anybody know the real me knowing my nerd ass wouldn't be accepted into society. Now that I don't pretend to somebody else, it's hard to make new friends and chat with the old ones. So really, I'm kind of stuck in the middle of nothing. 

I don't know I think I will shutup now. Thanks for reading. 

 

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10 Things I Hate About Facebook

I loved the movie Social Network and I adore Mark Zuckerberg with all my heart, but Facebook is WACK! I'm sure he didn't know that black people would take over Facebook and humiliate themselves publicly. This is the sole reason that it's been subsiding for at least 3-4 years now and it's time to inform our oldest friends and family to go back to high school reunions every 10 years instead. Here are 10 things I hate about my 2nd least favorite website (wssh is #1) in the world.

#10 FACEBOOK PICTURES

I'm not a fashion stylist, but I'm almost positive you shouldn't be on facebook dressed as a shirtless wallet. Put that dope money under your mattress before you get indited. Nobody cares about how much money you're going to blow on rims. If you're taking photos at the club, don't do a hoodrat pose, hold up money or expensive bottles liquor (empty, filled, or filled with water), and leave the fat chick in the zebra leggings out. She's a liability and liable to end humiliated up on MTO. Stop giving mouth to mouth to that sea lion whore you call a human being -- it's not cute. Stop taking pictures of yourself pregnant especially in you're not informing us in a caption that you are indeed pregnant and not just that fat. We need a validation before we make our own assumptions.



#9 THE LONG STATUS

Please spare humanity with your long sob stories about how men ain't shit ladies. We don't care. We don't need you to thoroughly go through every detail of this tedious narrative of how some you fought somebody's baby's mother. We don't care. No song lyrics should occur on my timeline if you didn't write it yourself. We don't care. If I wanted to hear a psalm out the bible, I would take mines out the trash and somehow tape it back together and read Romans; 13. But, don't we care. Wrap that shit up b.


#8 APPS, APPS, APPS!

So you're a Facebook addict and think it's a good idea to send me 1,000 app requests per minute. I wish I could return the favor and send you a 1,000 job applications but I'm not your mother or your life coach. I'm merely an annoyed judgmental asshole who really hates notifications about Cityville. I want to rip your fucking heart out and feed it to your cats. I hate you, sincerely.

#7 REST IN PEACE FACEBOOK

No disrespect to the dead but nobody gives a two fucks about the death of your local rapper drug dealing friend. Funny that you didn't see this coming 2 weeks ago, because I did and I don't even know him. By the looks of his picture without performing an autopsy, I can tell he's been shot from either robbing somebody or being robbed and killed by somebody he's robbed before. Expecting my sympathy? Don't be too optimistic for a like. This dead squirrel I ran over with my car is more important. Truthfully, I think we should take his funeral money and bury this squirrel instead. At least the squirrel is going to heaven.

#6 PARTY INVITATIONS

Female party promoters are the new whores and all of the men have HIV. These aren't even stereotypes, they make pie charts for this kind of repugnance. I'm not coming to your party "bro". Fuck out of here. I went to school with project kids and they think it's neat to send me millions of invites to their soirees. It's like inviting me to a premature death. How alluring. Parties, open houses, house warmings, baby showers, funerals, count me the fuck out. Deny, deny, deny! I would rather you leave a flyer on my windshield while it's raining so I know it's real.

#5 POKING

I've been consistently poking this girl for about 5 years. Oh, and I also hate poking on Facebook. What's that about? Mark Zuckerburg you fucking pervert you, you have some explaining to do. It's weird getting emails about some chick poking me. Pause. It sounds a little naughty but maybe because I have the mind of a small child. What if some dude decides he wants to poke me? Am I gay now? These are things I worry about for the safety of my unborn kids.

#4 GHETTO NAMES

Your parents didn't name you HoezLuvToEnvy MzKeisha AquafinaFlow Jackson or did they? I wouldn't be surprised. I would like to be the first and hopefully not the last to say; umm, I don't envy you...Nor do I care for your existence on Earth with an alias such as yours. I know it looks cool like Metta World Peace or Johnny Appleseed but what's your real name? Upload a picture of your birth certificate. You know, the thing without your dad's name on it. We'll like to know the real you. Not the potential basketball wife, but the one that reads vampire books. Or choose the best alternative, and permanently delete your account without the option of reactivation. It will save lives.

#3 SPAM

Ever since users deserted Facebook, it became a ghost town with dry tumbleweeds dancing through the streets like a gay parade. So with the little people who are still on Facebook (like your grandparents) they encounter SPAM something they aren't too familiar with because they aren't computer savvy. Well it doesn't take a rocket scientist to know that you didn't win an iPad 2, you're not going to be a tester for the iPhone 5, and yes you probably are dumb. This SPAM usually comes from one of your dumb friends who watch too much internet porn. He or she is not too protective their possessions and they cannot be trusted. Unfriend them and don't and let them borrow any money in the future.

#2 RECONCILIATION

The sole reason of Facebook is to reconcile with people you hated in the past. All of the people you like already have your contact information. This is the reason Facebook goes into the grinder. That stalker ex now has a way to contact you and that restraining order can no longer protect you for his vulgar comments about how he can almost see your nipple in that shirt. That one chick that who you had intimate relations with found you on Facebook and now you have to deactivate your account before your wife takes the kids and one of your Superbowl rings. Your mom added you and complains about all of your Facebook shit. You couldn't deny her request, that's your mom. You came out of her. So if I was you, I would cover up because I can almost see your nipple in that shirt.

#1 LIKES! LIKE MY STATUS PLEEEEEASE!

This option has to be the dagger! Liking a status? All of a sudden, we're back in high school because it's a popularity contest. One of the things I hate about this option is that you can't dislike anybody status which is fucking ridiculous because most of status' are fucking ridiculous. I believe the friend limit is a 5000 and the hoe limit is 2000. You can say any little thing and get a like. The chicks that reach over that 2k margin, are slovenly whores. Some girls actually have to make two pages -- we call them the overachieving whores. Not just the ladies but men. Usually the men are popular throughout all high school and get all the ladies, always had money, you know the birth lottery. Those are the people I usually hate on while I sit a stand still with my cult following 800 friends while building my twitter followers up to the ultimate maximum. Sometimes I write some thought provoking shit and get ONE like (counting myself).

 Ever wonder why people hate Facebook so much? That's why.

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Trayvon Martin and Jesus Christ #sameperson

Yesterday approximately at 8ish pm, Trayvon Martin's twitter page was discovered by "top men". On this page we found a picture of this him.......

It's either a gold grill or a hersey bar wrapper.

After going through all the ramifications, I concluded in my theory that little tray tray was in fact was a G. A @NO_LIMIT_NIGGA at that. His page went viral and his mentions became flooded with some of the funniest tweets ever. Let me be clear, I find this kind of ignorance reprehensible, vile, disgusting, unconstitutional, diabolical, juvenile. However, like Dave Chappelle said "I'm 80% comedian and 20% black" so I had to hold in my laughter. Twitter deleted his page the subsequent day. 

It kind of angered me to see such recklessness adolescent by him when his parents portrayed him to look so innocent. Nobody mentioned he was suspended from school for having a baggie with weed residue inside of it at the time. I took a lot of my time raising awareness of a so-called innocent kid. Don't try to cover it up. If he was a drug dealer/gangster then let it be said. The whole world is gaining sympathy off photos from 3 years ago. To be fair, a lot of kids are like Trayvon at 17, including Jesus Christ himself.

Jesus Christ and Trayvon Martin were the same person at one point in time. Why? There isn't any evidence of Jesus in his teenager years but I'm here to tell you that is erroneous! Jesus had a twitter when he was 17 and I have his tweets written down on sticky notes. Here are some tweets from Jesus...

 "invitin some outta town hos to Nazareth. bitches love Nazareth"

"my moms crazy talkin bout i was immaculately conceived. fuck outta here bitch u was raped"    

"that nigga Judas be acting like a bitch"

"bout to cop dese new $300 galaxy foams sandals"

"bitches gon be bitches"

"Morgan Freeman old as hell lol"

"Ima leav u a souv nigga when I bust, omg JC luk @ ha fac, den ha bf go nd kis ha in da sam plac, den ima clap da nigga up"

"free boosie"

"somebody laced the weed bro!"

See, Jesus was a G too and they covered it up. No matter who they were, both of them didn't deserve what they got. Amen.

    

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